These last few weekends in Italy with Shri Param have expanded my capacity for expressing and feeling love in more
ways than I ever imagined. Instead of anxiety and annoyance at the little things in every day life that challenge and try
my patience, I’ve found myself shimmering and trembling with pleasure like the tender green leaves just opening to
taste the sky and kiss the dewy spring rain. What do I do with all of this SHAKTI?
The first weekend Shri Param stretched our facility for love, loving, and being loved and wove the strands of our
awakened nadis into a magnificent container in which each one of us returned to the loving womb of the Divine Mother
within. He skillfully guided us with the powerful Para Tan Teachings in a way that removed years of misunderstanding
about our roles as men and women and the magic of expressing love. I was not alone in thinking that the wisdom of
the Para Tan Teachings is something I wish we would have received at the tender young age of kindergarten. Life
would have been so much different if we knew then what we are blessed to have been taught today.
The bliss, connection, love, peace, and joy we all experienced in the Para Tan Sound Healing Circles opened our
whole being to share with each other and the world in a new and wonderful way. It was truly a shared experience of
witnessing and feeling the divinity within ourselves and each other without separation. Then the Teachings grounded
us with a beginning understanding of how to direct our thoughts so that the amazing feelings from the Sound Healing
Circles might continue and expand.
In the second weekend I pushed the edge of my comfort zone and participated in Shri Param’s masterful Teaching of
sensual massage. As a licensed and practicing massage therapist for six years I can say that Shri Param understands
the body, energy, and healing on a level that far surpasses my extensive and expensive Western training and
licensing process.
The most important lesson for me was that love feels orgasmic but does not need to be interpreted sexually. I had the
opportunity to feel my kundalini spontaneously and blissfully rise following a Para Tan Lovemaking Sound Healing
Circle after a day of sensual massage. It was just the same feeling and shuddering that happens with orgasm but I
was fully clothed and hugging a woman in a completely non sexual way.
As I looked around at the softly glowing faces of the other beautiful souls who shared this sacred time together it was
evident that a huge weight was lifted from all of us when Shri Param gave us each a much needed piece of
information, energy or insight unique to our individual situation. Although I have had the gift of learning from Shri
Param for the last two years in a Tantric Teacher Training in India, the increased number of people present really
stimulates his loving energy to bring forth even more profound Teachings from the heart and womb of the Divine
Mother Kali. I feel so lucky to be alive and to have the opportunity to learn from this man. Next weekend he will be
conducting a day long workshop with hours of Sound Healing and the priceless Teachings. I can hardly wait!
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